Hello. I’m new.

I’ve quite literally abandoned updating my tumbr. Well I decided to give it another stab because I’m kind of fed up using twitter and facebook because everytime I say something I feel like I said something wrong and I worry how other people woud judge me for saying the things what I’ve said.

This blog is my pent-up-vent blog where I can be as butt ugly as I want.

hold on

did I just connect my tumblr to twitter? Am I toggling now?

YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!

Exams are finally over!!!

Summerrrrrrrrrrrr

(Too worn out from too many sleepless nights to be bothered to be creative)

I shall write my to do list soon

math

Well I’m finally getting along with it alittle.

Side note:

Ryoma replied. We’re friends now, fight forgotten (I hope)

Roy I’ve ignored. He seems depressed when I’m around but I heard he’s still chatting up girls when I’m not looking so I don’t plan on talking to him. I mean, why should I care.

I don’t know what to do with Suzuki. I’m sure he’ll make a more ideal boyfriend than Ryoma. In fact I can make a list:

1. EVERYONE says he’s a really nice guy. And yeah he does have a great, lovely, kind personality.

2. He’s one of the best players on the basketball team.

3. He’s not a playboy (like Roy)

4. He actually cares to know about you (conversations we’ve had so far include stuff that we’ve both done or him asking questions about my life. Also, he has come to see me at my swim match voluntarily, which was really surprising seeing as no one has ever done that before. Have I mentioned that he lent me his geo notes for his own accord the day I missed school?)

5. He’s not socially shy or awkward (like Ryoma). He has no problem with getting attention or asking a question during class, but he’s no means a bragger. And he can talk to girls and keep a conversation going.

6. He lives close to my place.

7. He’s hot. I love his smile. And eyebrows.

8. He has a lot of friends, but he doesn’t mind doing things independently.

9. He has brains

But anyway I don’t know if he likes me and the thing is I’ve known Ryoma for such a long time it seems wierd not choosing him… I don’t want our friendship to be ruined either…

Boys confuse me. Right now, I think Suzuki (his last name is Ryota which is the full name of Roy so I don’t want to call him by his first name. Hey I got it. Maybe I should start calling him by his nickname that all the guys use: Ryochin. But it’s going to take me awhile to get used to that cuz that just sounds wierd…)

I don’t even know if Ryochin is interested in dating. I dont think he’s ever dated before.

Confused….

Anyway, back to cos, sin, tan.

Jimmmy

I think my story is rolling :) Got my first outline set…hope Mr Farmerman approves. Then I could go on and expand…oooh so excited :)

Yes, my goal for this summer is to write a novel. An autobiographical novel, if you will.

PS I was meant to do math today, but I totally ignored it. Now I need to get up extra early (like 5:00AM) and do it then instead.

I’ve never been an early riser. Stupid, stupid me.

I need

a back massage. pronto. anyone?

1:00AM again.

Exams in a week. Kaboom.

I just realized how stupid my blog rants are. I mean, I don’t expect anyone I know to personally read my stuff and I don’t really care if anyone can understand what I’m saying. To tumble is to take a dump. Erm, what.

This is just extremely mindblowing, but I just found a person I know on Sarah-land on Tumblr. Hi Chelsea :) Sorry I haven’t replied for a long while, I’ve abandoned Sarah-land for Tumblr. Hope you’re having fun in the sun.

I have a major back ache. I’ve never experienced back ache this bad before. I blame it on the studying and how I’ve been bending over my desk for 5 hours straight yesterday morning. Agh, I’ve been wacking my back in hopes to..i dunno, pop my spine back in place? People kept giving me stares.

FORGET ABOUT BOYS.

とことんバカです。

I’m in deep trouble. Oh shit oh shit oh shit…

Why do I always do everything wrong.

ほんとごめんなさい、お願いだから許してよ。

二人にとんでもない迷惑をかけてしまったけど、嫌われたくないの・・・